Everyone's probably been wondering what has happened with me. Well, 6 days left until my engagement day & everything's so stressful. His parents think we're big enough to take care everything while my parents think that I'm not old enough to take care anything, especially my mom. She makes list of things to do & needs my 24/7 attention which is still not enough for her. Anyway, I talked to her a couple weeks ago about postponing my wedding. It's not in February & won't be any time next year. Until our parents can get along. I only told Olivia about it & never ever will tell Anthony. It's just something I overheard while I was at his place & I decided that we will be engaged probably forever. & oh, I've been a bit cranky these last few days because my skirts & jeans don't fit anymore. Blah!

*Smoochies* for Tiara, Trish, Ellen & Ked! You all are still on my mind... [see, you beat Anthony] ^_^

I didn't do Friday's collabs as well [so sorry, Trish]. For the last 2 days I've been busy with uni stuffs & help Olivia with her questionnaire. Well that shall explain the reason why I probably won't have time to make several or even any entry later. I'll make this brief because I have to get back to my thesis.

Olivia & I were at Anthony's place Thursday night. We made the questionnaire [easier when there are 2] until 3am while Anthony played some Japan war game on the other computer. Went to bed, three of us, I could hardly sleep because I felt stuck in the middle & the room wasn't really cool even with the air-con. Woke up at 8am by alarm from Olivia's cellphone, 5 minutes later from Anthony's. After they turned those damn thing off, I continued to sleep until 9.30am. He went downstairs to get us breakfast from the kitchen, we took shower in turn, then went to the uni. Lots of people were there & I got to meet a few teachers I'm close with. They talked to me & encouraged me to graduate early next year. After going here & there the whole day for lunch, text books & other things, we headed back to Anthony's & stayed there until 9.30pm. We played games & did some browsing on the internet.

There's something on my mind about Anthony. It was kinda awkward for me but probably it's just me being over sensitive. When he's done shower & walked out, he changed clothes where we could seem him from the bed. He was only in his underwear. Olivia was reading a magazine with me so she didn't care about it, but I gave him signal that she's there, not just me. He told me like, "Oh, it's only her..." How if it's the other way around, I'm the who was changing clothes & there's not my friend but his male friend?

& when we were about to go home, I asked Olivia about my newspaper she brought with her all day since I couldn't find it anywhere. She said she put them on the table. Anthony told me, "That's mine not yours."
I asked, "It's a women's tabloid. Why would you read that?"
"I dunno. Just for wasting my time," he said. & I thought when we purchased that damn thing, he bought it for me...
So I didn't say a word about that stupid thing again. I was quiet the whole time when he drove us all home. He asked me what happened with me & I told him that I was thinking. He asked me what & I just told him that I couldn't tell, which I tell you now. Yeah, maybe I'm just being too sensitive about this. Maybe it's nothing. Maybe I'm just tired & feel offended about normal things. Ok, this is not brief anymore. This is long. I have to go now. Anyway, what do you think...?

I should've posted today's collabs here, but I don't feel like doing it right now. I don't feel very well, probably because I'm nervous about everything. School stuffs, engagement stuffs.. I've been taking my diet pills again. I don't know why, I just do that when I'm nervous & the pills make me sleepy. I took one before I went to bed this evening & woke up an hour ago. I had a peacefully sleep until my parents came to the room, talking & making noises, that woke me up. Now I'm here. Marc isn't online, but Jay is & he just told me that my nickname on msn kinda looks like Marc's. I think he figured out somehow that I've been talking to Marc. I don't care. Why would I?

Anyway, I'm talking to Tiara & Ed on msn right now. I just sent email to Ed using Incredimail... i love it! Lemme get back to them k...

I love this Incredimail!

I talked to Trish the other day & she told me about it. Not that I never heard about this before, but just never thought about downloading it. So anyway, it's super cool! I've got this old man who would appear from the right side of my monitor everytime I have new mails. The annoying part after I downloaded it was when I received like 30-40 new mails coming out of nowhere! Argh! Some were the old ones like they're moving them into my computer & the rest were dated February-June which I had never received before. I also got the email that Tiara sent me ages ago. She had fixed my template [I thought she'd forgotten!] & sent it to me but I'd never received it until earlier today. Thank you so much, T... *hugz* too bad I didn't get it before *sigh*.

Life & Death.

Yesterday was a special day for Ellen because it was her birthday & everybody was happy for her. But yesterday was also a special day to our family. Grandma Len, the wife of Grandpa John, my grandma's brother from dad's side, passed away at 11.30am at Gouda hospital, Netherlands [4.35am local time]. When Dad called Grandpa John last night, he told us that now Grandma Len is happy with the Lord. She had been sick for months suffering from diabetes & heart problem & Grandpa John thought that it was already too much for her. Farewell, Grandma. Till we meet again...

Tuesday Too #28

1. What, is it Tuesday again? Okay then, what is the day most likely to be if yesterday was Monday?
   Tuesday indeed.

2. Now here's a real question for you. What is the most important/significant thing that you have on your plate today? And no I don't mean spinach or potatoes; I mean nuts and bolts.Rice, like I always have everyday.

3. Ask me anything you'd like to know, and I just might tell you, or I might not.
   What's got into you today? I mean, these questions... are they real?

4. Is the Tuesday Too person losing her mind?
   Probably she's having a hard Tuesday, hee-hee.

5. Is this the end of the Tuesday Too?
   There's always an end for everything, but let it not be soon.

Tuesday This-or-That

1. Tom Hanks or Tom Cruise?
   Tom Hanks. I love his movies, he's such a great actor. Not that I don't like Tom Cruise, but thinking of Forrest Gump, Philadelphia, Sleepless In Seattle... come on...

2. Julia Roberts or Julia Stiles?
   Julia Roberts. I only love Julia Stiles's dancing in Save The Last Dance.

3. Kevin Costner or Kevin Spacey?
   Kevin Costner. Hot sekzieh guy, anyone? :)

4. Ben Affleck or Ben Stiller?
   Ben Affleck.

5. Sean Connery or Sean Penn?
   Sean Connery. He's old but he's still hot.

6. Jennifer Lopez or Jennifer Aniston?
   Jennifer Aniston.

7. Courtney Love or Courtney Cox-Arquette?
   Cortney Cox-Arquette - the ambitious perfectionist Monica in Friends.

8. Sarah Michelle Gelllar or Sarah Jessica Parker?
   Sarah Jessica Parker.

9. Michael Douglas or Mike Myers?
   Mike Myers doesn't look serious & not that funny either, so Michael Douglass. He's more a gentleman.

10. Nicole Kidman or (Anna) Nicole Smith?
    Nicole Kidman, unless the question was: "the bigger her breast, the dumber she gets. who is she?"